Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Anxiety & Unease

At least I am losing weight.

I tell myself this over and over again when I am unable to finish a meal again or start one.  Nibble here or a nibble there.  I am interested in this distaste for an action I have over indulged in for years.

Why now?  What changed?  And most importantly can I harness this?

I don't think so.  I want to ride it out.  See what happens, this is a new aspect to me, of me.

Nauseated at the moment.  Pushed myself through an early lunch and tried to eat a healthy sized serving of pita & hummus.  Now I want to vomit.  Garlic once is great, twice is not.

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